I’m not scared of dying. I’m scared of the people around me dying. I realized this through watching the episodes of the shooting in grey’s anatomy. I cried because all I could think about is what if that was someone I know rather than myself. Or when I go to make wishes, they are for the well being of people around me, for all the people that are sick or have a higher chance of death. I’m just scared of losing someone I care about rather than my own life.